Below are the 13 most recent journal entries recorded in shadow43101's LiveJournal:

Friday, December 19th, 2008
12:44 am	y cant my mind ever give me a rest >.< Current Mood: worried (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 6th, 2008
8:29 pm	i've said it before but i dont think it gets old i wish you were here with me in my arms so sweat so kind so carring so lovely so warm so inocent so quite so lovingly so beautifully so fair so perfect I Love you Aly! <3 Current Mood: drained Current Music: rain (Comment on this)
8:20 pm	>.<  im home, sick, hungry, and lonely.  i didnt get to go  to my customers house  to make money either >.< life sucks! (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 23rd, 2008
12:46 am	Kidney Stones Ok, So today I went to Virginia Mason Hospital with Aly, her mom, and her dad so he could have his kidney stone dealt with. After we got there we sat for a 1.5 hours and they finally took him back for the operation. When they took him back Aly her mom and I went to the cafeteria to get food. They had some eggs, biscuits, sausage, bacon, and some other pre-made items. I luckily found butter, peanut butter, and honey for my biscuits, i was happy :)! When we got done eating Aly and I went to walk around seattle. We went through the freeway park, then into the Washington State Convention Center. After that we walked down to the Pike Place Market and walked through part of it. From there walked down to the aquarium and over to the ye' old curiosity shop. We walked around in there for a while looking at everything. After wards we stopped at a candy shop and got some candy cane sticks, and Aly's mom called to tell us the we should head back and that they finally started the kidney stone treatment. On the way back we stopped at a small store that sold tickets to a live bug museum and had suckers with dead bugs in them. The suckers looked interesting but I don't know. From there we walked back to the hospital. We were almost there and her mom called again wondering where we were and to tell us Kevin was done. Once we got in we waited for another while and then the doctor came in to talk to her mom about the operation. She kept saying she was hungry but wouldn't get anything to eat. Finally i asked the receptionist how long tell he was ready to go and she said normally 2 hours after the operation(so another 1.5hours). After a while she finally got a salad just as they called to say he was ready. The three of us went and got the car and pulled it around to pick him up. After the hospital we went and got food at a pretty good place called Donna's Dinner on first avenue. Once we were done we proceeded to my house where Aly, my mom, and I died Easter Eggs. After that I sadly had to take her home and part ways tell tomorrow. All in all it was a fun day. Learned a few things, saw a few more new things, and may have made some headway. Can't wait tell I see Aly again. (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 30th, 2007
12:12 am	the water horse ok, so aly and i went and seen the water horse today. it was good, lots of funny moments, and lots of aly jumping. we ate at mcdonalds before hand. the theaters are such douches. they have listing done wrong. oh well it was a good night. Diciembre is almost over and we havent made it to the needle yet:(. maybe next week. we'll see. i need to figure out what my buget is for the month first though. Also, it seems like some one is more distant then normal for like the last couple weeks. it seems to happen every so often. then i tend to learn something i dont like every time. oh well. idk. we'll see... soon a new year will arive. Current Mood: discontent (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 15th, 2007
10:44 pm	sometimes i worry. soetimes i worry ALOT! whats going to happen next? (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 17th, 2007
6:26 pm	do u know that feeling, the one of not being able to give some one the pleasure they want the plesure they deserve? the one of thinking that you know you just cant the thought of their ex doing it the thoughts of them screaming in exstacy, yet your not the one with them that feeling of, you just dont make them happy that you just dont spend enough time with them that one of crying, just cuz you think your not for them that thought of what they go through, just to make you happy and yet they arnt.... the pain of thinking you were doing it right but then you learn you werent the pain of hering them say ow, and not relizing you were doing it the pain of the thought, that some one else did it for them better, well enough the pain of hearing the say "ill just finish when i get home" the pain of seeing them try themselfs, trying not to make it obvious that pain of them not being happy! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 6th, 2007
8:18 pm	numb i want everything to just go numb....... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 27th, 2006
1:46 am	I love you Aly I hope your feeling alright, and not regreting anything. I love you Aly. Your the best thing to ever happen in my life. I don't want this to end, I want it to last as long as possible, I don't care what I have to do, or not do. I love you and always will, Aly. Current Mood: curious (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, December 22nd, 2006
1:06 am	i wish you were here with me in my arms so sweat so kind so carring so lovely so warm so inocent so quite so lovingly so beautifully so fair so perfect (2 Comments |Comment on this)
12:56 am	i dont like it when you sad why are you sad did i make you sad i dont want to make you sad did i go to far have i gone to far i miss you i want to hold you feel you hear you see you smell your hair i want to be with you (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, December 4th, 2006
6:55 pm	I love Aly i love her i love her face i love her hair i love her body i love her eyes I just love her i love her laugh i love her voice l love her room i love her basement i love her house i love her stare i love her personality i love the way she can laugh about nothing i love how she can think randomly i love how she can stand me i love how we get along i love how i never know how she'll respond i love how i can just stare at her and know its alright I love how she loves me Current Mood: I miss Aly (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 22nd, 2006
9:15 pm	aly I love you Aly!!! You're my number one friend, my number one on myspace, my number one on my mind, and my number one priority. I had alot of fun tonight and hope to see you again REAL soon. I LOVE YOU (1 Comment |Comment on this)